I think that today was a Great Day

Today was such a greaat day , you dont know, i stay at home but i recive the best "notice" of the world... I mean who says that the internet is shit im against.
The little boy that i knew in deutschland had  shared a link in my FbWall, the link of a song my favorite song of yeaars and he knew it, he is such a sweetheart with just 16 years he rocks my world... dont know what im doing, he is so far away but i appreciate him a big lot :D ... Maybe he is a little shy but she knows exact what to say to have me in his feet... Just wanna see him again and see that what he do with me is the same that i produce on him ... Why always is so complicated... i think is just i dont know what a wannt (?) ... Cause there is other boy, but he isnt a such sweetheart is just a jerk but.. anyway i still like him. the way he ignored me... is like i like him more because.

Dont know how i supposed to feel now !

like this feel i with the sweetheart

 like this feel i with the jerk

so feel i with both and wanna feel like this always 

WHAT TO DO?